I'm currently in the library (not) studying and (not) effectively writing this paper that was due 3 daysago. I got an extension because Holy Week took ya girl out, but I'd hoped I would be done with it today so that I can try to celebrate my birthday this week. However, I'm having an anxiety attack that has been in effect for about 3 hours now and i don't know if it's because
A) my birthday is tomorrow and I'm feeling old AF and not where I thought I'd be in life,
B) I'm exhausted from Holy Week,
C) I really just don't wanna write this paper that I was so excited to write only a few days ago.
I also don't know how to make myself feel better but I'm gonna give it a try and leave this library before I blow it up.
I think I'm going to go get a burger from my favorite spot, order dessert (which I rarely do), drink an Old Fashioned, go home, curl up in bed with a glass of red wine, and binge-watch something until I fall asleep.
Tomorrow will be a new day...a new year.